Heart-to-heart talk

You will dance with the man who probably can’t give you a garden full of flowers, but can certainly give you all his heart. You will dance with a man who insanely loves you and will marry you soon.

February 14, is a special day to all sweet lovers, romantically in love, honeymooners and engaged. On the other hand, to all bachelors and single ladies, it is also a time for planning a friendly date and celebrates Valentine’s Day in our own special way.

Somehow, engaged lady and wife giggles and feel  like floating in a cloud nine, when her fiancé or husband gives special attention and surprises on this day.

A woman romantically dreaming of her ideal man in the future, wishing that someday there is someone out of the blue who will give chocolates and bouquet of fresh flowers.

In my two years relationship with my first boyfriend, I envied ladies when their boyfriend gives special treatment on this “Love Month”. 

It is not good to compare with others. I just felt sorry for myself. I thought having my first boyfriend, I can be proud of.

Despite his shortcomings, I still love him that time. I may be late bloomer and started a relationship when I was 24. During those times I am happy at last there is someone who loves me and can protect me. But I was wrong.  

It was a long story how I endured my hurt feelings with him as my boyfriend before the parting words.  I want to put all my pain from yesterday behind. I thought working abroad and be away from him will give some wake-up call and turn him into a new leaf. Unfortunately, it became worst.
A mutual friend informed me about his foolishness. At first, I cleared things about what I heard. I asked him but denied everything. In the end, due to call of conscience, he admitted and said sorry. At that time, I easily forgive him because I don’t love him anymore. But my pride was bruised and I was really hurt for trusting a “JERK”. We departed ways in 2008.

I broke-up with my first boyfriend but I gained more friends (women and guys). I didn’t have any suitors after separation, because I concentrated at work. I entertained text mates and chat mates when I came back home in Philippines in 2011. But still no luck finding the “right man”.

Now, Valentine’s Day again, I wholeheartedly dedicate my short article to all singles and married couples. I greet you Happy Valentine’s Day.  Couples must  love, respect, and treat well your partners. To all singles like me, we can still celebrate “Love Month” with our friends or family.

To my ideal man if you really exists here on earth this is for you, “My darling believe me, for me there is no one but you. Please love me too. And I am in love with you. Answer my prayer now, come to my dream and be real.”